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Name: jenny
Birthday: 12/3/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: every time i die
the number twelve looks like you
from a second story window
between the buried and me
the agony scene
chiodos
unearth
amor for sleep
the postal service
eisley
poison the well
rammstein
walls of jericho
the chariot
norma jean
mae
mates of state
the faint
tegan and sara
the blood brothers
daughters
I'm thinking it's a sign that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images and when we kiss they're perfectly aligned. And I have to speculate that God himself did make us into corresponding shapes like puzzle pieces from the clay. And true, it may seem like a stretch, but it's thoughts like this that catch my troubled head when you're away when I am missing you to death.
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  i dansefor cashh
Member Since:
6/26/2005
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It really bothers me when girls get
boyfriends, and ALL they ever do is hang out with them. Theyre
like..."taking a 10 hour nap until my baby gets off work then going out
with him and then watching a movie with him and then going to bed early
cause me and him are getting breakfast tomorrow!! 11!1 1!"
okay..cool but seriously no.
thats unhealthy.
if i ever do that.
kick me in the face.
i'm sick but i feel better.
tomorrow starts spring break
:)
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| Well I guess that i'll be moving to Wisconson soon.
I'm excited.
I got a $5,000 scholarship to the Milwaukee Instutite of Art & Design.
mmmm yeah. i'm pretty fucking amazing.
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| Okay first off, to clear up any confusion, I am not dating Mike. We're just friends. And never did I lead anyone on. I truely did have feelings.
ANYWAYS.
Goodbye 05.
Hi, 2006.
Resolutions this year, yeah.
1. 06 is my year.
I don't mean like, hi, I rule all of you. I just mean I want it to be
filled with things that are important to me, things that I want to do,
and things that benefit me. The past 17 years have been about me
helping other people, and it really hasn't gotten me anywhere. Its time
to make myself happy.
2. Grudges = gone. The moment
midnight came I decided to drop all grudges I have against people. That
means EVERYONE. It doesnt mean Im going to try and make ammends with
these people, and I most definetly will not be their friend. It just
means that frankly, I don't give a fuck. Go wreck somebody elses year
or something.
3. Gettin back to my roots. Its true, I
hate the person that I became during high school. Truly. It's not me,
at all. I'm not a jealous girl, I'm not a bitch. Before high school I
had my own beliefs and morals and I dressed/looked how I wanted to, and
took interest in whatever I wanted to. I didnt care what ANYONE
thought. I was a loser, but I was 8973 times happier then than I have
been during high school.
4. No no drama. I've finally,
FINALLY learned that it's not worth it. If there is somebody in my life
that's causing me to be miserable, then I don't need them. If
(hypothetically) my "boyfriend" decides to cheat on me or leave me for
someone else, then that's his choice, and I'll be glad to have his
disloyalty out of my life.
5. Pushing myself. I'm tired
of relying on others to motivate me. This relates to #3 and #1, I
guess, just knowing what I want, and going for it, regardless of what
it takes.
I just really want to make the best of this year.
I'm not expecting anyone to read this anyway.
But I think my personal motivational slogan for 06 will be plain and simple,
GET OVER IT.
The End.
5 months and 11 days til graduation.
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| I know a girl who cries
when she looks at old photographs. This girl is growing up faster than
she should. Bad things happened to her before and shes not happy like
she used to be. Inside every smile, theres a frown. In every laugh,
theres a scream. All she wants is to not spend her nights crying. All
she needs is someone who will really care before she keeps filling her
body with empty sources of momentary laughter and butterflies.
she needs someone save her.
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| okay i probably wont remember this in ithe morning. or ib like 5 minuets
sooo cody's in noryh carolina. but my grandma died soo yeah i'm in
wilmington until tomorrow. i really hate when people die. especially my
grandma. im going to miss her even though i never saw her that often. i
spent alot of time with her back when i lived in wilmington. i dont
know why im writing in here. i can
barely see the keys. i feel like complete shit. i cant stop crying and
im soc fucked up. i aklwasy do this. so then i dont have to think about
everything. but whatever. im done. with everything. i dont fucking care
anymore okay. take your drama somewhere else. cause its not fucking
wanted here. i want things to be like they were lsat year. when things
werent so hetic and i dont know what the other word im looking for is
but yeah. i dont know anymore. i cant tink straight. i want to go home.
really bad. or i want it to be the summer. so the n i could get as far
away as possible from north caroilna and all the dramam that comes with
it.
im sorry but i cant plese everyone.
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